Welcome back to my contact

This is one of the happiest moments in my life..
Imagine you've spent 3 years together with close friends that laug, eat, have fun together..

and..

Lost contact after that......
Almost 10 years later....... They are back into ur contact list..
Everyone seems to transform from innocent face to their own style..
It is exciting to see friends that havent meet for almost 10 years..
10 years!!!!! The world changed!!
I changed.. You changed.. Everyone has changed~~

1st of all.. I wanted to say.. because of Apple Lim.. I started to search for all old friends.. and wanted to keep them in my list and started to have conference with them in MSN!!
haha..

By the way.. Apple Lim is my best friend during Form1.. Our parents used to know each other because we are just too good friend.. Her parents used to send me home from school everyday.. We talk, laugh, eat, play.. hang out together.. Even joint the same society together.. In another word.. We sticked together!!!
After so many years.. Me n her has changed..
She became more attractive~~ *Whistle*
This is APPLE LIM!!! remember her????
After added Apple into my friend list in facebook.. I started to search friends that I know from her friend list.. Thanks to facebook!! Now I got them back!! hahaha

This is Chiew Feng.. which got the same surename as mine.. We used to send greeting cards to each other after primary school..!! but 3 years later.. we stopped doing that.. and lost contact........
I found her in Apple's list.... Wow.. she still remember me..!! haha..
We were in the same college at HELP.. but we dint get to say Hi to each other..
Dint know why.. hahaha
After added Chiew Feng to facebook.. We started to chat.. and she gave me her MSN.. meanwhile she told me that she got contact with some old friends too.. like Pei Mun.......
I was like.... "wat?? u mean CHAN PEI MUN??" she said yes.. they were in the same secondary school.. WHAT??? My 1st Best Friend?!!! We used to hang out together since kindergarten!! I still remember we lived at the same flats..
I was thinking about how is she few weeks back... Now I got her back!!! hahaha

Thanks Chiew Feng for Pei Mun' MSN!~~Of course there are others that already in my contact list... Like...
HuiLing... The prettiest girl since primary school..
Now.. She became prettier than prettiest!!! hahahaha
And also the pengawas in our class during std. 5 and 6~~
Sue Hwan.. The stick!! Thin Thin Thin until wind also can blow her away~!!!
All she has are bones!!! hahahaha
Sue Hwan used to be very close and best friend with Kea Woon is I not mistaken..
I got Kea Woon in my contact since long time ago.. hahaha
Kea Woon is still the same old face.. Innocent and sweet face~~
How can I forget this famous star of our class~~!!!
Bek Yi Ling!!!!! 8 1 0!!!
The one could talk for 7 7 49days!!!
Non-Stop!!! hahahaha

She contacted me last last year if I not mistaken.. She found me at friendster.. and we exchanged phone number.....
and.. Lastly.. Yoke Teng.. who has the same surname as mine too..
haha.. We used to tuition together at Cikgu Lee's house for BM..
I miss those days.. We tuition together.. Da Bao chicken rice and eat together.. We would even sing karaoke at Cikgu Lee's room when we are free!!! I remember it clearly!! hahaha..
I found that he has a quite nice voice to sing.. How I know it??
Because he, me, SueHwan, HuiLing and PeiMun were at meetoto sing K few days back!!!
hahaha.. wat a gathering.. gather at K room at meetoto!!Anyway.. Happy to have u all back in my list......
miss u all so much.. Hope could go back M'sia to meet u all soon!!
Yam Cha plan... DOnt go without me ah!!!!
Wait ME!!!!!

What am I doing?? Halooo~~

What I am busying??
Everyone are busy now.. The only difference is whether we wanted to start this nightmare early or later..
For me.. Either now or later still considered nightmare to me..
I know myself.. My understanding is not good.. I need more time to understand all the work.. I need more time to get my work done.. I couldn't focus and concentrate on one work for long..
I jz cant do it..
So, I started my work.. Hope I could get it done and get another work started as soon as possible so that I could prepare for my Developmental Psych Exam..
Of course, I need to keep drinking something to keep my body working..!! I drank coffee, chinese tea, english tea.. Watever that could keep me working..!!
My mind is always running with all sorts of thoughts and stuffs..
Thats why I easily got distracted and demotivated.. Couldnt concentrate and focus..
Meanwhile, something creative might appear in my mind........
I was concentrating in writing my critical review.. Out of sudden...!!!!
Some rhythms came across my mind...
Rhythms with guitars, keyboard, bass.. Even with Saxophone!!!
And I started to search for the rhythms of my heart.. hahaha.. As if~~~
The word 'Bossa Nova' pop out in my mind..
I start search for these sort of melodies.. and I found them at Youtube..!!!
Bossa Nova + Jazz is just like a stimulant to me..
I am energized with these musics.. Enjoy the rhythms of Bossa Nova with Jazz..
The best song I ever hear in Bossa Nova way with Saxophone is ::
" Fly Me To The Moon ".... It is a familiar melody..
You can hear it at london tube station often!!!
hahah.. But I jz love it so much..
It is one of the songs which in the playlist of my blog.. At the same time.. Anita Mui 梅艳芳's songs were like stereo surrounding my mind..
I started to find her song too....
And.. I found it actually I know quite a lot of her songs..
My favouritesssss are::
1。逝去的爱 - This is the one which the opening of "Love is over...~~~"
2。芳华绝代 - This is a duet song.. She sang with Leslie 张国荣 (which is one of my favourite singer)
3。将冰山劈开 - This is the song that I started to know Anita!!! This song rocks!!
4。似是故人来 - This song is so familiar to me.. I think I was overwhelmed with her songs when I was young..
5。梦伴 - This is one of the song that I will always remember when u mention about the name ANITA..
6。坏女孩 - This is the one with "Why Why Tell Me Why..~~" at the chorus.. haha
7。女人心 - This is one of the song I used to hear when I was young..
8。抱紧眼前人 - This is my favourite.. The lyrics are so meaningful..
9。下辈子别再做女人 - I think I heard this song before at one of the Karaoke CD at my house =__="
10。心债 - This is one of the best slow songs of hers..
11。封面女郎 - This song's chorus is "I dont wana be a cover girl...... I just wana be a simple girl.."
Ring a bell?? I dono when I heard this song before.. It clicks into my mind.. hahah
12。Stand by Me - Of course this is the re-sing version.. But Anita has her own way of singing it.. I love this song of hers..!!!

New Hairstyle

I had my hair cut..
Of course all by myself..
New hairstyle..
It is short short short at the side..
Long long long fringe and tails..
I like it very much!!!

忙碌。。 ©

站在忙碌的都市里，
与忙碌的人潮擦肩而过。。
繁忙的交通让整个城市变得如此的忙碌。。

忙碌的生活让人忘了停下脚步，
看看身边的一切，
身边不起眼的一切。。

人总会在失去后才懂得后悔。。
后悔当初不懂得珍惜。。
但，难道珍惜了当初就不会后悔以后吗？

当身边的一切开始改变，
一切都不再像以前。。
我们会开始想念以前。。

想念，能让记忆重演吗？
如果记忆重演，人又会如何扮演自己的角色？
真的会好好珍惜一切吗？
真的不会让以后有遗憾吗？

一刹那的想念，
并不是一辈子的思念。。
思念并不是永远。。

过去只会是回忆，
遗憾和后悔并改变不了什么。。
前方的路还长得很。。
又何必为以往的错失而停止了脚步呢。。。

© ~zAc 哲~

最幸福的事。。©

离开前，他对她说：“我会等你，因为你才是我的幸福。。 除了你，我谁都不要。。”
他转身离开了。。
他离开时，回头望了她一眼。。

她看着他的背影渐渐的消失。。
她忍不住眼泪，哭了。。

他加快了脚步离开了她。。
因为他不想让她看见流泪的自己。。

一句 “我会等你”。。
他把自己的心上了锁。。
对她的爱始终是最深。。
他对自己说：“我一定会等到你回到我身边的一天”

说完，他就继续工作，麻木自己的思绪。。
想念她的感觉已被幸福的回忆填满了。。
他傻傻的笑了笑，对着空气说：

“宝贝，我爱你。。
我左手里的幸福永远会等着你右手里的幸福，
因为那才是我们的幸福。。。。”

© ~zAc 哲~